Songofthestorm

I used to sit up at night Thinking of everything I failed to be Unable to handle the fact I just didn’t like myself I used to stay inside all day Pacing my room Desperately trying to distract myself or- Think of something to say to justify why I hadn’t combed my hair Or brushed my teeth Or changed my socks I used to spend hours in the mirror Seeing nothing but my flaws Hating my scars Hating the bags under my green eyes Maybe If I dyed my hair Or lost some weight I’d love myself I used to keep my eyes downcast Smiling and laughing only when expected Because if I wore my grin for too long Someone may have noticed it was fa

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Read if you want. I don't care anymore. My mom is a drunk. My dad is an angry and bitter man. He used to beat my mom. My mom used to beat my sister. My sister then beat me. My brother is autistic, he knows not of "Normal" family environments. I got older. My mom started emotionally and mentally abusing me. Ten years old. Being told by two of the most important and influential people in my life "You're pathetic." "You don't have any friends because you don't deserve any." "You'll always be nothing." "If you tell anyone you'll only end up in a foster home where they will rape you and use you as a tax write off." "I wish you